The Profiler
This is the second installment of my match.com diaries. After deciding to give the online dating world a go, I sat down at the keyboard to take the first step from voyeur to active participant: creating a profile.
I have actually posted profiles on three different sites: match.com, Curve personals, and okcupid. The three have slightly different processes for creating a profile, and thus for matching you up with others. This was a fascinating process. I got a lot more out of it than I expected.
Match.com takes you through a series of topics, ranging from how many times a week you work out, to where your hot spots are for spending time. There are 22 of what I call “check box” topics designed to help match you with people who are similar. These are the religious preference and height requirement sections. But most of what match provides is room for a lot of text. You can express yourself in your own words, which, for some is great, and for others is daunting.
With Curve personals you can provide a lot of information using the check box system. The profile setup takes you through several steps, kind of like TurboTax, to make sure you’ve provided the most complete information. After all, nobody wants an audit on their date.
Okcupid, on the other hand has something like 4,000 user-generated questions you can answer to assure the best match. Once you answer 25 it tells you you’re good to go, but it’s pretty entertaining to continue on, answering questions like, “should burning your country’s flag be illegal” and “how often do you bathe.”
All of these sites let you post your profile, and also select the profile components of the person you’re looking for. Unlike the others, okcupid has a weighted system, in which you can indicate how important the answer to the question is, on a scale from mandatory to irrelevant.
About the time I was halfway through my second profile, I realized that I’ve never really sat down and tried to define myself this way. I’m not entirely sure how I feel about defining myself through a series of check boxes, but I’ll tell you that the Curve process made me stop and think a bit. Aside from telling me that my usual “flicktastic” username contained profanity, the Curve profile asked me to choose from a list of “important things.”
The list included “Attending Religious Services Often”, and “Having a High Sexual Drive”.
Apparently I’m not that concerned with “Keeping the House Neat and Clean” or “Giving to Those Less Fortunate”. Apparently. Of course, I also didn’t check “Having a High Sexual Drive,” even though (close your eyes, Mom) that’s actually pretty important. So, apparently I’m also a little concerned with what I’m putting out into the world. Which is interesting, as I’m finding that maybe what I’m putting out into the world isn’t exactly what I want to be putting out. Take the pictures I chose for my profile, just for example
Each of the sites allows for a certain number of profile pictures. On match it’s 5, on Curve it’s 25, and on okcupid it’s 10. You choose one picture that displays first when people are searching through profiles. And although I’m a fairly photogenic person, I have repeatedly chosen pictures for my online profiles that I feel best highlight my personality, and not my looks. I think that’s a good thing. Screens out the people who are just looking for a pretty face, or ass. But in the last week alone, I’ve had a friend, my mom, and a woman I’ve been dating use the word “scary” in reference to pics I’m using. My mom even went so far as to ask, “who are you trying to scare off?” Now that’s an interesting question. Here are the pics. Tell me what you think:
Yes, maybe a little scary. Maybe I’m a little scary. Maybe I see myself as a little scary. It kind of looks like that’s what I’m putting out there. And it’s all about what you’re putting out there. More to come.
April 21, 2010 6 Comments
Matchy matchy
It’s true confessions time. I joined match.com this week. Go ahead, commence with the ribbing.
It’s the first time I’ve ever joined an online dating service. It’s been a fascinating experience. I liken it to the Twilight series. Check it out. When I was reading the Twilight books, I would take them with me to a coffee shop and shuttle them quickly from my bag to my lap, shielding the cover from view. I found them entertaining, but I didn’t want anyone else to know that. I’d judged far too many people for reading them. Then, when I decided I wanted to give them a try, I was pretty well ashamed and embarrassed to be seen with the black-covered vampire novels. Seriously, who reads that stuff? Turns out I do.
And so it is with match. I’ve been fortunate enough to find great women throughout my life with relatively little effort. (Don’t give me a hard time about this. It’s not because I’m kick-ass or anything. I just know a lot of people.) I’m not sure I’ve actually ever even dated. Even if the other women were just dating me, I’m pretty sure I’ve moved into full-blown relationship mode. (Yes, I know that in admitting this, I’m throwing up huge warning flags.  Like the rest of my posts make me look sane and stable…) And I’ve been socially active to a ridiculous extent, giving me a zillion acquaintances.  So the idea of wanting to use an online dating service to find people hasn’t made a lot of sense to me. Until recently.
I’ve started meeting a lot of women (offline) who are using online dating sites to meet people. They’re interesting, intelligent women who are using the online sites to broaden their social circle. Not just to date, but to make friends with common interests who they wouldn’t otherwise run into. Finding new groups of people can be hard to do in a community as small and connected as the lesbian community is. And these women are great, which totally blew my perception of who is using dating sites, and why.
I still wasn’t totally comfortable with the idea, so I began the rationalization process. I told myself, “I’m in no place to be dating anyone, but I could end up with some cool friends and maybe even a travel companion or twoâ€. I told myself, “This could be a fascinating social experimentâ€. I told myself, “I could use this as a way to get over my fears around rejectionâ€. But basically, I was totally curious. Who is out there? And how are they using these sites, exactly? And so I started filling out the online profiles, choosing which picture to upload and checking the boxes that define my priorities.
I thought maybe I’d make some interesting realizations in going through the process, but I didn’t expect them to come so quickly. More to come on this, but basically I’ve found myself seriously considering the way I see myself, the way I portray myself to the outside world, the way I see other people, and the way I view relationships on a really fundamental level. So far it’s been flattering, humbling, and absolutely fascinating.
April 12, 2010 1 Comment